Despair

i was caught in despair till i saw that nobody but me could help me out of it

I despair of despair – every time I think I've got rid of it, it attacks from another direction. They talk of joy in Heaven, but I reckon I won't even recognise it any more if I get there.

I am married now, so I am no longer in despair.

I got a one-way ticket on a high-speed train.
Don’t talk to me baby, I’m going insane.
Don’t bother me darling, don’t look at my face.
Let me go down the tracks to a better place.

There're a lot of people that I call friends.
I‘m stoned like hell and I wanna dance.
Look out of the window, it’s a pleasent view.
But leave me alone, I don’t care about you.

Hit the road now, honey, no need to stay
with a girl like me, who has lost her way.
I thought I loved you, but maybe I was wrong.
You think you love me, but you’re not that strong.

The death of hope. Pisses me off, I LIKED Hope. She was a nice gal.

Can you feel the cold breath of despair upon you? The sarcastic wretch these words impair? The horde of truths you hide within? The simple days you never cared? The hopeless hours that you asked why? The countless nights the moon refused to shine? The burning distinction drawing a clear line? The love I send with these tormented lines? I case you care, I care. You need a reason to be here, then let that reason be me. No need to know me, just to feel my thoughts. Don't fall victim to despair. You are more than that, all things find purpose, love the time it gives you.